SunshineSmile

2011-12-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

A tough life will only makes you tougher.

strong within

2011-10-09T20:12:00.003+08:00

People don't know my story, they don't know how much i have been through.
With family especially.

I laugh everyday, people think i am just another typical princess who has always lived a good life or someone who haven't been through hardships. They are wrong.
I have been through so much, so much. more of mind over body adversities.

Sad to say, even close friends do not know me, within.
They don't know me.

Except for one, who has also been through similar problems as me.
I am grateful for someone whom i know, understands my feelings.
Thank you for listening.

I still recall that day when we crying together while sharing our stories.
and i will always remember that.

At times, i may sound like i am giving up,
but i know for myself that i cannot afford to give up.
I am the key. I need to succeed, not for myself, but for my family.

I will not fall, i am strong and will forever be.

C:

2011-10-07T21:17:00.003+08:00

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I like your presence,
you make me smile :D

I thought you...

2011-10-05T21:01:00.002+08:00

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It was just my wishful thinking,
you don't like me.
and i will stop telling myself that maybe... you like me.

let my heart die on you.

just weak.

2011-10-03T18:44:00.005+08:00

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Today, a pastor shared his story on how god entered his life.
He was sharing about how he, then was a non christian, wanted to commit suicide,
but couldn't find the key to the window grilles.

He then saw his sister's bible and challenged god to prove his existence before he finds the key. If god appeared before him, he wouldn't jump to his death.

He is alive now.

The pastor didn't tell the audience about how god showed up before him.
He left the audience wondering 'so what did god do? how did god proved his existence?'

and because he did not bother sharing about how god proved his existence,
i highly doubt that the story is even true.
I am not convinced that god exist through his sharing, which is not even complete.
I mean, if it is a true story,
why can't he just share his 'god experience' with everyone?
Even if you say that the experience is special to him, and so he wants to keep it for himself, then here's one question "wouldn't god want you to share this experience with everyone? Why so selfish?"

Well to me, i think he was actually afraid of jumping. He just wanted to find a way out by deceiving himself that god actually appeared before him and that god exist at that point of time when he was mentally drained. He just wanted to find an excuse from committing suicide be cause he was weak, he didn't had the courage to jump.

Often i hear people pray, they pray to god to guide them through life, they pray to god to help them overcome challenges. If you think about it, why do people pray?
One word, weak. They are weak. They are afraid to face adversities or should i say, they lack courage to overcome the challenges all by themselves, alone. They are afraid to fail. They have low self esteem. They cannot accomplish anything without the help of god. They are always trying to deceive themselves that god will help them through hard times. If you need god to guide your life, if you are so willing to follow what he has planned out for you, aren't you merely a puppet? God's puppet? You shouldn't even consider yourself to be living. you are just existing.

i worship the sun

2011-10-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

if it is god's will, why bother praying

what it means to love

2011-09-20T17:24:00.002+08:00

The plot is awesome, and touching!
Cried after watching it D: oh, and jihyo is in it!

HIM

2011-09-11T11:26:00.001+08:00

When the waves are flooding the shore
(I remember when we kissed?)
And I cant find my way home anymore
(I still feel it on my lips)
Thats when I, I, I look at you
(The time that you danced with me, oh oh)

I probably shouldnt say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
Its not possible for me not to care
(I had my sights set on you, ready to aim)
And now were standing in the rain
But nothing ever gonna change until you hear my dear
(I have a heart that will, never be tamed)

(It's the climb)
(If we were a movie)
Im standing out in the rain
I need to know if its over
(Always gonna be another mountain)
Cause I will leave you alone

(It's the climb)
(If we were a movie)
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that Ill never hold ya
(Always gonna want to make it move)
Like I did before the storm

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh-ooh-la-la-la
(Always gonna be an uphill battle)
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh-ooh
(Sometimes youre gonna have to lose)

Feel like hopping on a flight
(I got a crazy feeling)
Back to my home town tonight
(Deep inside)
Something stops me every time
(I have a way of knowing)
We were awesome but we lost it
Its not possible for me, not to care

Breakout let the party start, were gonna dance till the dancefloor falls apart
When we kiss Im hypnotized
When I look at you
You get best of both world
Its the climb
Always gonna be another mountain
Throw my hands up, theyre playing my song
If we were a movie, youd be the right guy
Its the climb
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I know its gonna be ok
Like I did before the storm

Every Breath

2011-09-10T21:11:00.001+08:00

It sounds like this is nothing new and that it hasn't been for awhile
You wake up on the other side and you strain to force a smile
The fairytale inside your head has become your new best friend
But I can assure you, that I'll be there before the story ends

'Cause when I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see

I'm racing the finish line of a lifetime thats barely started
The piece of mind I left behind, I pray you keep in your perfect garden
You're waiting on a minute hand in a countdown that lasts for days
But I'm here to tell you, it won't be long before I'm here to stay

'Cause when I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see

The weightlessness and the lack of rest
away from you, im in over my head
Even when it's dark before the dawn
I will feel your grace and carry on
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see

When I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see

Even when it's dark before the dawn
I will feel your grace and carry on
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see
The only light I see

Who'll be my man?

2011-08-30T21:52:00.003+08:00

Sexiness~ overdose..
cooool necktie dance!
Heartmeltzzz, <3ing their masculinity!!! ARGW

MY HAIR!

2011-07-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

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This made me cracked up real hard and it made my day!
That is so totally me! Even the cartoon girl looks like me! So CUTE!
Thanks NA WEN LIN!

He Won't Go

2011-07-19T18:06:00.001+08:00

2011-07-18T21:40:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i feel so tired around people...

Nobody understands.

Good-bye Baby

2011-07-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

Fiction or Fact?

2011-07-16T00:05:00.001+08:00

Missed Opportunity

2011-07-11T20:12:00.008+08:00

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I set my own directions in life. I find my own opportunities.
Indeed, i have found many opportunities that had presented me with the key to a more meaningful life.

Some of which i had managed to grab on to,
whereas for some, i gave them away to others unknowingly.

Reflecting back, i was presented with many opportunities in my secondary school days.
I was grateful to have been given a chance to study at Crescent.
I joined Crescent under a condition, and that is to become a member of the Singapore Red Cross Youth Society. At first, i wasn't too happy about being in Red Cross, however, as time passed, Red Cross became my sole passion. It was Red Cross that gave me the opportunity to understand myself as a leader, follower and a servant to those in need.

Then, i held on every opportunity and allowed myself to excel in many aspects.

Somehow, in JC, i have been generously giving opportunities to many souls.
These opportunities were right there, right in front of me.
Yet, i have decided to share it with others.
I thought perhaps, these opportunities will at the end still belong to me.
Never did i expect them to fall into others' hands.

What you have lost forever will never return to you.

It was definitely tough for me to let go of the things i didn't selfishly grabbed on to.
I have accepted the fact that these opportunities i thought was mine wasn't actually mine at the beginning to start with.

Giving up and letting things go did made me happier.

Pretending

2011-07-10T12:00:00.003+08:00

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At the start of this year, i had an emotional torture.
So many unexpected events happened, with family and with friends.

Everyday in school, i try to act like nothing is wrong.
Some were able to sense a change in my personality, and so they asked me,
"are you ok? why you look so sian?". The reply i gave was exactly like what you can see in the text above, "i'm just tired...". They went, "oh, a few more hours till the end of school! press on!".

Well, i don't expect them to understand what i was feeling then,
since i'm the type of person who will keep things in my heart.
I will only share my feelings to those i consider, worthy friends.

I mean, at that point of time, my impression of everyone in school is that they don't care.
Everyone is so caught up in the 'ME' or 'I' race that they won't really give a shit about you.
They are so busy trying to be the center of attraction, the popular one, the one whom people will approach, the one who is always mentioned, the one who will not be left out, the one the one... that they have no time for anybody else. They have no time to decipher the hidden meaning behind your words. So i gave up to even try confiding in them.

Even as time passes, the people around are still the same.
It's a sad reality to be living in a society like that.

I don't talk much, i like to observe. I am not popular and i don't want to.
I don't like to depend on anybody else but myself.

People pretend so to be included.
People tell me that they feel lonely when they are alone.
Why act that way and feel that way?
Being alone is so much better than being around people.
Sometimes being around people is such a burden.

I do wait for people, i do accompany my friends, but i don't stick.

I don't get why people are so insistent about sitting together when there obviously aren't enough seats. I mean, i don't mind sitting alone elsewhere away from my friends.

For goodness sake, you wont die being alone.

Being happy

2011-07-09T20:48:00.005+08:00

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have it or lack it

2011-07-08T22:00:00.021+08:00

During the Q&A session of a talk covering on the life of a NUS medical undergraduate,
a question, 'how do you prepare for the selection interview?', was raised.

When this question was posed, it really got me thinking. I wasn't brooding about the solution to the question but rather, i was asking myself if everyone in the lecture theater, who were interested to take up medicine, have what it takes to pursue a career as a medical personnel.

Obvious enough, the answer is NO.

A few academically inclined people, that i am acquainted to, are aspiring to become a doctor. To them, doctors are the people who will receive glorious recognition as well as high salary.

I guess they fail to conceive that grade is not the absolute entry pass to a medicine course.
Being a doctor needs more than just intelligence.
You got to have that great amount of compassion and empathy for the people.

Compassion and empathy aren't qualities which can be fostered overtime.
These are qualities born within us.
If you have it, you have it. If you lack it, you lack it.
When people busy themselves community involvement work just to convince themselves that they possess a heart which cares, they are just being delusional.
You don't have to try to care, it comes naturally.

Yes i know that everyone cares. They care for their friends and their loved ones.
However, a doctor has to care beyond his or her circle of friends.
Care for an elderly cross the road. Care for some stranger who falls.
Empathise and sympathise with everyone.

I am not mad about the people who do things to convince themselves.
I am more resentful towards those who do things so as to present themselves better.
I extremely destest individuals who does tonnes of community involvement work so that their portfolio will outshine the rest, rendering them a better advantage in the entry of various courses. They are just so fucking fake.

So, at the begining of my JC life, quite a number of people told me that they were aiming for medicine course. I thought nothing of their aspiration at first since i do not really know their character then. Now, after knowing them better, i think some of them are just pathetic. They may have a stupendous interest in science but definitely, not in the people. They don't even realise that they lack that extra bulk of compassion.

I am glad that during the talk, the speaker, an undergraduate of yong loo lin school of medicine, actually stressed about the sincerity as well as the passion to serve the people one needs to have before even trying for the interview. It is just a waste of everybody's time if one is at the interview with scripted answers.

Answer every question sincerely with your heart.

"Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them humanity cannot survive." -Dalai Lama

Holiday

2011-06-15T22:51:00.003+08:00

Yes yes, it's june hols once again.
and i'm only left with 2 weeks, oh wait, less than 2 weeks before school reopens!

Time passes super fast! I barely did anything much and voom!
i'm like panicking about my 'yet to start' homework and revision!
I thought i had 4 weeks, now i'm only left with few days to complete all things D:
BOOHOO!

let me see what i have been doing for the 1st 2 weeks!

1st week
Monday: Drama
Tuesday: Drama
Wednesday: GP remedial
Thursday: GP remedial, Bailamos

Friday: BFF house, play mono deal, drama!
Saturday: BFF Bday celeb!

Sunday: Drama

2nd Week
Monday: Home rotting
Tuesday: Home rotting
Wednesday: Y Camp visitation, BFF house spam running man
Thursday: Y Camp
Friday: Y Camp
Saturday: Y Camp
Sunday: Y Camp

This Week
Monday: R Group outing
Tuesday: Home rotting
Wednesday: Home rotting
Thursday: Mug @ Fusionopolis w BFF
Friday: Mug @ town w hui er & yan ping
Saturday: TBC
Sunday: TBC

D: hai hai hai, time is running out!

A messed up family tree

2011-05-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

You didn't ask for this
Nobody ever would
Caught in the middle of this dysfunction
It's your sad reality
It's your messed up family tree
And now you're left with all these questions
Are you gonna be like your father was and his father was
Do you have to carry what they handed down?

No, this is not your legacy
This is not your destiny
Yesterday does not define you
No, this is not your legacy
This is not your meant to be
I can break the chains that bind you

I have a dream for you
It's better than where've you've been
It's bigger than your imagination
You're gonna find real love
And you're gonna hold your kids
You'll change the course of generations

Oh, this is not your legacy
This is not your destiny
Yesterday does not define you
No, this is not your legacy
This is not your meant to be
I can break the chains that bind you

'Cause you're my child
You're my chosen
You are loved
You are loved
And I will restore
All that was broken
You are loved
You are loved

And just like the seasons change
Winter into spring
You're bringing new life to your family tree now
Yes you are, you are

Oh, this will be your legacy
This is will be your destiny
Yesterday did not define you
Oh, this will be your legacy
This will be your meant to be
I can break the chains that bind you

And just like the seasons change
Winter into spring
You're bringing new life to your family tree now

After School Craze!

2011-05-04T19:42:00.001+08:00

What can I do?

2011-04-08T21:59:00.001+08:00

A for Project Work!

Happy?

Yes for a moment, then i became unhappy again.

Why?

Life's really unfair.
Some can be so lucky that they deserve the grade that they obviously dont deserve.
And Some who really worked their asses off for PW, got a grade worse.
WTF,

What can you do?

Precisely Nothing, except for feeling angst for that day.
Really felt like bashing some people up.
Someone should send me for anger management courses.

Last words?

I just hope that these people can just disappear from my life. poof.

The first snap! Chikata!

2011-04-03T11:40:00.001+08:00

MINI 25

2011-03-25T20:33:00.006+08:00

Hello, i'm finally updating my blog!

This week was the start of term 2 and Thank God It's Friday today!

Our term exam papers were returned to us and i'm extremely disappointed with my results :(
I'm not sure if i should blame my poor results on the fact that i wasnt feeling well for that 3 days when i had to take the papers, or that i'm just not smart enough.

Sigh, but nevertheless, i'm glad that my results had really knocked some sense of urgency into me. It was a wake up call! A call for me to realise how much i am lagging behind others.

Sad to say, i havent been laughing alot in school these days.
My usual bubbly laughing non stop self shall take a break for these few months till after As.
For now, Pling will be serious, attentive, focused! Really really afraid of failures.

Emo stuff aside, now the happy stuff!!!

I ordered an INSTAX MINI 25 POLAROID!!!

I cant wait! Even though it's pricey, still, the whole package was worth the money.
The package includes
the camera itself, 10 films, hamburger case,
album, colour pens, stickers, wallphoto holder!
I must really thank NA WEN LIN for introducing the site, g-market to me!
The site has alot of worthy promotions!
If i am richer, i will definitely shop till i drop lah!
Now lomo cameras are tempting me!!!

i am cool, & so are my friends!!!

2011-02-02T21:39:00.003+08:00

Under Eighteen in A Club

2011-01-30T18:01:00.002+08:00

안녕 2010 안녕 2011!

2010-12-31T21:50:00.002+08:00

2010 was a crazy roller-coaster ride!

I'm EXTREMELY PROUD of myself for being able to survive the torturous days of JC life!
& I AM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT YEAR! A LEVEL >.<

Nevertheless, I'm still going to list down my 2011 resolutions!

1. Family and Friends to be healthy and always smiling c:
2. Me to laugh more
3. Me lose more weight! Ok, Ideal weight is 48-50kg?
4. Me do REALLY REALLY WELL FOR A LEVELS!
5. Me can visit Korea? Hopefully after As with friends? Mehhh

Ok, actually i don't have alot of wishes!

Anw, last wish: I hope i can sleep properly every night!
I'm having insomnia for weeks!
Didnt sleep for more than 4 hours everyday and i don't know why):

I'm going to sleep now! GOODNIGHT!

A decent outing after 5 years!

2010-12-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

Today was a really FUN day with Jamie and MX!

What we did:
:) Visited Crescent- met Juniors and they greeted me! So long since i've been greeted in RC style!
:) Lunched at PS Yoshinoya!- Jamie eats freaking LITTLE! oh man, not sure if she likes the food!
:) Went to DRAMA SHOPS to browse!- I find joy in sourcing any cheap lobangs :D
:) ARCADE!!!- Played Doll Doll Machine, basketball and not to forget DDR! Zomg, felt totally HIGH just looking at the machine!
:) NEOPRINTS!- $3 and $5 ones. DAMN NICE AND CUTE :P and Sorry to the $5 machine that we caused the curtain ERROR ):
:) Strolled to Cathay- to find wallet for JAMIE, in the end dont have!
:) Bused to Suntec- to find wallet and in the end still dont have. Gave up and we camwhored at SKYGARDEN! Nice PICS!

Bye i'm sleeping now! Annyeong!

Chiong Chiong Chiong!

2010-12-29T18:00:00.004+08:00

Ok, GG! School's reopening in a few days time and
i havent finish my homework!

Shall list down the work:

GP:
-20 articles + commentaries
-2 comprehension
-2 essay plan
-Vocab Book

Econs:
-800 word essay on Healthcare

Math:
~~-PnC Tutorial~~
~~-Differential Eqn~~
-Revision set C

Chem:
~~-Electrolysis worksheet~~
-Thick worksheet on Chemical Bonding
-Promo Booklet

Bio:
-Genetics of Bacteria Tutorial
~~-Photosynthesis Tutorial~~
-Revision Papers
-Complete notes for every chapter

Holy CRAP ):

19-25 December 2010

2010-12-29T16:13:00.002+08:00

19-25 December:

CIP CIP CIP, all about CIP!

& Christmas!

No pictures cos after the whole CIP, we were rather dead from shouting and trying our best to engage our HYPERACTIVE elderly participants!

Christmas, drama-ed with Mummy

and i did xmas cards on 24th!
But i dunno if i should still send it to the various peeps since the xmas alr over): Sorry ppl!!!
Maybe i should give when school reopens? ok, lame shit...

12-18 December 2010

2010-12-29T15:46:00.008+08:00

12-18 December:

Farewell Lunch with Wen Lin @ Taka Seoul Garden

Sending YeoBu OFF @ T3 ):

Took a reasonable number of photos but could have taken MORE!
I am MISSING WEI LIN! Hope life at San Diego would be FUN for her!

Here's a collage i did for her! Our childish life in AC this year!
Really FUN doing silly things with her! KEKE :D

Squad Dinner @ Holland Swensens

Met up with Squadmates and had a rather enjoyable time laughing about Past Red Cross experience! Sometimes, I do really MISS RED CROSS CAMPS! Yes, Camp was dreadful when we were cadets then. But now as Seniors, i guess we would always remember and miss the activities, games, pumpings, shouting and crazy times we went through together!

Oh! And We asked Jamie along!
That day was the first meeting with Jamie after 5 years!!!?
She's really skinny now!!! But i think she should eat a little bit more!
I'm so disappointed with myself for having no determination to lose weight):

Meeting her soon for outing again(:

5-11 December 2010

2010-12-29T14:55:00.006+08:00

HEY-YO FOLKS,

I know i've MIA-ed for VERY LONG! Paiseh!
Been busy and not to forget, lazy.
Anw, here's a really brief schedule of what i've been doing!
This is part one.

5-11 December:

2 days Science Focus Workshop @ NUS
Attended various lectures which included Nanotech, PCR-DNA , Forensics, Math & Stats

I've had Hands On Full PCR process experience! :P
TADA! Here's my PCR results!

I also visited the Raffles Biodiversity Museum! All REAL preserved animals!
These animals as seen in the picture are victims of Animal Poaching):
STOP USING ANIMAL PRODUCTS!

Brother's Birthday @ JB

Free Milktea Treat for Birthday Boy

Taken @ city square(: NICE Xmas Deco!

2 days MUG ECONS session with Mandy, Rachel, Wen Lin
@ Ngee Ann & Orchard Central

Went to Ngee Ann Poly to meet Rachel and Mandy to teach them ECONS. I think i wasnt of much help cos i totally forgot my ECONS! Didnt revise since promos! Rusty rusty.

Had a really fun time hanging out with them even though it was just a mugging session! I got interviewed by students of the Chinese Media! They asked me about my views on the Jackpot room in the campus! WooHOO, spoke in chinese and i think i made sense :D

The next day, met up with the 2 pretty ladies and continued our ECONS mugging.
Wen Lin came and joined us too!
Pling and Sodium then camwhored with the Xmas Deco along orchard road!

The THR33 SISTERS

2010-12-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

Been hanging out with Yeobu Kaitlyn and Regina recently!
We went southern ridges and walked for many kms!
And we also went to science centre to try out CSI; The Experience.
I'm lazy to blog, here are some pictures for you(:

Victory is Ours! We climbed the steep 'hill' after much fear and screaming

Lovely Lane Cheese<3

Camwhoring in the lift at Science Centre

* I am seriously tight on budget ):
Urgently trying to save moola aka money now!!!

I dyed my hair(:

2010-11-24T20:31:00.004+08:00

That's right, blurry TaeYeon is beside meeeee...
HAHA! TADA, my hair colour is brown(:
Acually, it's a mixture of black&brown mixed as i didnt spread the dye foam properly!
Haha, not so obvious in the picture yeah?

Breaking News!

2010-11-24T10:05:00.003+08:00

I am Dyeing my Hair!!!

Just A Dream

2010-11-22T23:38:00.003+08:00

Just A Dream cover by Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie

Sam Tsui just got himself another FAN!!!
Fell in love with their cover the first time i listened to it!!!
I think i pressed the replay button super lotsa times alr!!!!!!!!
haha, sorry, the exclamation marks may be a little irritating but i cant help it!!!

Love their voices!
Love their cover!
They looks so cute too!
Really Pretty for the girl and Really Cool for the guy!
Meltz~

I went to exercise! OMG!

2010-11-20T18:39:00.003+08:00

I walked the southern ridges today(:

Been lazing around at home for nearly 2 weeks, and today, i finally forced myself to exercise! Went to hike the southern ridges with my dad! It's good to walk the nature park again! The scenery there is AWESOME! I remembered the first time i went to the ridges was with Mandy and Ming Xuan! Haha, we went to do a photoshoot there(:

Haha, exercising with Regina and Kaitlyn on Tuesday! I'm forcing them to walk the southern ridges(: Teehee!

Yesterday, today

2010-11-16T18:12:00.007+08:00

I can't forget your love~

So in love with acoustic songs!
Especially when you listen to it on rainy days,
wheww~ it's so melodious and soothing to the ears (:
Peaceful mind.

These two days, i've been spamming dramas. Oh, and i've also started learning Love like this dance by ss501! Haha, but my dancing sucks! I am really envious of people who can dance really well! I want to be a dancer too! Gahh...

Time to Kill

2010-11-13T20:03:00.004+08:00

Mahjong Day C:

In the morning, Wen Lin's asked if i wanna hang out today! At first i was reluctant to as i didn't want to spend money. But then, it was really boring having to stay at home. It can be tiring to watch drama whole day, you know!

So i've decided to go Clementi for breakfast, then meet Wen Lin there after.
Out of my really sisterly kind intention, i asked my brother if he would like to join me for breakfast, he agreed. I totally regretted my offer as eating with him made me want to 吐血!
Every single time i ask him a question, he gave me the 'dunno shoulder action'. Never even give me a proper reply! Such a bore eating with him! And he always give that stupid face... argh can't stand it! He flared him nostrils at me some more! His nostrils were really big, i bet his original nostrils shape lost it's 3d config after much pressure being applied to the holes from his digging.

After breakfast, went over to Wen Lin's house! We started watching some kpop videos.
Soon after, Ming Xuan came. The two of them wanted to pool and kbox!
I don't feel like pooling but i wanted to sing k. However, my budget was really tight as i had over spent for the past few days. So we kinda gave up on the two activities):

For the coming few weeks, i will not spend more than $8 a day! I have no money. I will not be an unthoughtful daughter who will cause great burden on the family just to satisfy my own desire to have fun with friends. Please don't ask me out k for movies, or various activities which requires me to spend alot. Thanks! I will just reject.

In the end, we've decided to play mahjong! A great way to kill time and have fun(:
I kept losing chips! Had to loan like 10 chips after i declared bankrupt! Sadly, i lost that 10 chips too! T.T After many rounds of mahjong, we ended the day by playing stacko! FUN FUN FUN!

*Rant for the day:
Sometimes, I really dislike ACJC! My dreams of being OGL is like *poof* gone!
Fuck, i got promoted, but my form teacher don't want to sign the form for me as i failed math.
Ok, got an S grade for it. And she told my other subject teachers not to any how sign the form as well. Sucky school, some sucky people too. I could have gotten better grades if weren't for Project Work. Those who manage to do well in their promotional examinations, did they really contribute to PW as much? The answer is an obvious NO. While they started earlier preparation for Promos, the few of us were slogging our ass off for written report... Really really unfair. These people applied for OGL for the fun of it, or perhaps for nicer school report, how many really have to passion to become one? Irritating shit.

Busy Week

2010-11-12T19:36:00.017+08:00

Project Work is FINALLY over!
Now, I'm going to make full use of my holidays to play as well as to study!

This week was a roller coaster ride!

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On Monday, I had PW.

We had our op practice with Winnie's group since our groups will be in the same room on the actual day of op! Went school rather early so as to book a room, however, i think it took us 1hr plus plus to find an empty one as there were, to our surprise, many groups in school hardcore-ing their op as well!

After we had settled down, we started op! Rehearsal was rather interesting and fun.
I spoke much fluently and didn't refer to my script(: But i still laugh alot!
It was amusing to see Winnie speak so gently and sweet! She's usually very violent! Haha, somehow, Jia Xuan and Jasper's presentation was entertaining for me :D Made me laugh urber lots!

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Tuesday was Social Network day!!!

Girls' day with 大姐们! Wei Lin and Yan Ping C:
I realised that after hanging out with Wei Lin for lonngggg, i'm becoming like her!
Always late for meetings! HAH. We arranged to meet at Cathay, 11.30am, in the end, the three of us were late! Yan Ping and I were earliest and i think the we make a perfect BLUR duo!

We almost headed for the popcorn place to purchase our tickets!
When we finally found the correct ticket place, we took so long trying to understand the seating layout even though the cinema lady explained to us numerous times! Haha. When we wanted to leave, we forgot our tickets!

When pig Wei Lin finally arrived, we headed down to Aston for Brunch (:
The food there was totally worth the money! Affordable and Really really delicious!
We went Ben and Jerry's for some sweet treats too!

Soon, it was time for Social Network!

We camwhored in the cinema! Flashy!

Social Network is A GREAT MOVIE!

The three little pigs ended their outing by eating more, camwhoring and taking Neoprints!

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Wednesday had PW again!

This time, we went over to Winnie's house for practice. Her house is like a mini animal farm!
Her dog, 2 rabbits and hamster are cute stuff(:

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A level Project Work Oral Presentation on Thursday!

Before OP, i was in a state of flux! I was so freaking nervous that i had to visit the toilet many times to shit and pee): I totally felt like vomiting too!

When it was time, my group was the first to present. I'm the forth speaker. Initially while waiting, i was still fearing my turn. However, for some reason, the fear and nervousness were gone when it was my turn to speak. I didn't feel scared at all! Weird~

I'm really glad that my brain didn't turn extremely rebellious on that day! I could remember my script and presented my part rather fluently! Just a few minor faults. There were moments when i wanted to laugh! Of course, i held back my laughter, still, i think the examiners could tell that i wanted to laugh so badly! And i can't believe i stumbled during the last part of my speech! LOL. A really STUPID mistake made! I impromptu-ed a part where i was suppose to tell examiners the amount of carbon emission that a car produces. I said " a car produces 140.7 ... ..." i paused there a little as forgot the unit which came after the value!!! I was like thinking so hard, but could not remember! Heck la, i continued " a car produces 140.7 million tonnes of carbon emission." Totally wanted to 撞墙！How can a car produce million tonnes of carbon emission? HAHA, in the end, i found out from Ze-Eie that the unit was in Kg!!! Nevermind i guess, hope that the examiners didn't hear the million tonnes too clearly! Q&A was manageable, could answer, but just that sentence phrasing was as usual, weird.

For the rest of the presentation, it was really tormenting for me to continue sitting in the room, listening to Winnie's group present! I was really afraid that i would cause them to screw their presentation because they would laugh if i laughed! I have really low 笑点！And everyone in my class know that. During rehearsal with their group, i caused Jasper to laugh when he was speaking): Haha, so during his actual op, i was staring at the ground all the way, didn't even dare to look up at him! I'm glad that they did not get affected by me! Instead, their speaking improved a lot! & Finally, OP ended! PW is Over!

Brunched with Wei Lin and Ze-Eie at a Korean restaurant to celebrate the end of our misery!
Tried Jajjangmeun and Korean Ricecake!
Jajjangmeun is nice! But as for the Ricecake, i don't really like it.
I don't like ricecakes, so sad right? ):

Ok, screw my hair! Bad hair day!

I shall end here as i'm too tired to continue!
A long blog post~

Tata!

Insensitivity?

2010-11-05T22:20:00.005+08:00

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One thing about people that i really detest is their insensitivity towards others.
and perhaps, they do not care much at that particular point of time.

I believe that all man had once neglected the feelings of others.
I did too and can't guarantee that i won't in the future.
Sorry to those who were deeply hurt due to my thoughtlessness.

Perhaps, i deserved the treatment today.
I have worries, but who really cares?
As long as others are happy and that it doesn't affect them,
they won't really go the extra mile to worry with you right?
It'll be worse when some things were said or done inadvertently
which leaves you in perturbation.

It's human nature.

Am I like this too? Sometimes... i hate it.

I miss You; Blog

2010-11-04T19:48:00.001+08:00

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Hello Friends, here i am blogging again.

For the past few months in AC,
I've been so caught up with school work that i couldn't find time to update my blog.
Or sometimes, I'm just a lazy bum who will forsake blogging for dramas and sleep!

Now that my J1 year has come to an end,
I'll have time to update.

While I'm here posting once again,
I've realise how much I miss blogging!
I guess it's because when i share about the happenings in my life,
it allows me to reflect on my actions for the day.

For that reason, I am feeling really pleasant now.
The occurrences in the past few months have somewhat changed me into someone i really despised. Some of my friends have changed too.
I have many things to reflect on.